It's one of those nights...

...you know,

when my brain is on overdrive

and I start to wonder about what I'm doing

and what motivates me

and where truth stands in my life.

I hate that I struggle with caring 

what people think.

I worry and dwell and over-anyalze,

and next thing you know,

I'm all anxious and weird.

The reality is, it's my struggle.

And I deal with it daily.

But I heard something recently,

something that made me think.

"There are only two people

in this world

that you have to please:

God

and

your husband.

THAT'S IT."

- Dixie Chandler (My pastor's wife)

I'm trying to figure out

what this looks like.

I'm trying to stop worrying

and working myself up

over 

every

single 

little

thing.

So, I'm reading this verse

and praying for God's help.

"Therefore do not be anxious about tomorrow, 

for tomorrow will be anxious for itself. 

Sufficient for the day is its own trouble."

- Matthew 6:34